tri-buto

45 anos ontem, se vivo

hurting someone else won't heal all they've done to you
babbling, offending, screaming back at me
haven't i been there too?

i once held the blade
but the bleeding was on my face
you set yourself on fire
and someone else is to blame

never meant
to humiliate

your head on the same clouds
our daughter was born
sometimes it may be relative
but I do deserve the scorn

of both women
(hating each other, yet so similar)

torturing
flashbacks
regreting
present, life and past

gotta go to therapy
otherwise this will repeat
'cause being cold
is not to be.


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thank you Elliott.

and happy b-day.


r.i.p.